My reality check this morning

Has it ever occurred to you that after a couple of years that you have actually done NOTHING with your life?today after sitting down after having a long shower i just realized that its been four years now after employment and there is nothing to show.Its devastating knowing one can be employed for so many years yet have nothing to show for it,no money,no savings,not even finished doing my degree,nothing at all to call my own.This is so shocking,as i look back this morning and feel like i have wasted away my most important years,and oh!jobless by the way,i feel like i let myself down.The dreams and hopes i had before had all vanished in thin air,and yet all i can blame for this is ME.I know am not the only one who feels like this nor am i the only one is such a situation,now what we should all do is wake up from our slumber and dust ourselves off,that is the past and now we should do something with our future,with my future,and so as i get ready today,i am not going to look for a job,but am starting this blog as a first step to achieving my long lost dream of being my own boss.I know it will take time but i am willing to risk it,i am willing to dedicate my life to it and also to help others out there to figure out what they want to do with their lives before they find out when its too late,and before they wake up 4years later and realize that they are going through what i have.This shows how harsh reality can get.